My Prayer

I asked God to take away my pride and God said “NO”

He said it was not for him to take away but for me to give it up.

 I asked God to grant me patience and God said “NO”

He said patience is a byproduct of tribulations it isn’t granted it’s earned.

 I asked God to give me happiness and God said “NO”

He said he gives blessing happiness is up to me.

So now I found my happiness with someone I love and love me too.

 I asked God to spare my pain and God said “NO”

He said suffering draws you apart from worldly cares but brings you closer to me.

I asked God if he loves me and God said “Yes”

I asked God to help me love others as much as he loves me

And God said “Ah, finally you have the idea”.

And now I learned to love others even my enemies and the one who let me down,

 without them I never be stronger like this than before and have faith in God.

I LEARNED

When I was a kid, my parents asked me what I’ve wanted  to be  in the future and  I said to them that I’d like to be a doctor.

But it didn’t work out that way because I chose the wrong path; my parents are so disappointed with me.

That started when I was in the secondary level, I always hanging with my friends and then learned to drink alcoholic drinks and smoking cigarettes.

Some people asked me “is there something wrong with your parent?” I answered “no, actually they really took care of me and gave me what I asked for.  My parents are to good to me I didn’t blame them  what I’ve become  now, I chose this path to be like this and didn’t think about my future.  

All I think was myself and have some fun, and now I realized life is too short and my parents are going older and not be longer staying in this world.

 I didn’t regret what I’ve been chosen path, it was part of my bad experienced that I will never forget and take that path again.

So now I learned my lessons and think for my future and I wanted to help my parents in anyway and make them proud before they pass away in this world.

So that’s why I decided to go back study and finish this course I’ve took.

I’m so thankful that I have sister like her, she always gave me another chance that I can finish my study and prove to everyone that I’m not longer  that girl they  knew.

She supported me in financially and never got tired supporting me till now.